So thats what i am...

For several days now... I was talking to her on the phone... We also went out last Saturday... We also talked on Monday... And then on tuesday... She told me something that made me decide to make a move... And i did... And i never regret making that move...

Now... They are talking to each other... While i... Am sitting here... No one that thanked me... No one to talk to... Is this what i am...? ...Just a temporary person? Is that all i am worth for...?

...I guess i am ...For the thanks i get ...Was nothing ...Nothing at all ...Maybe she didnt know what i done ...Maybe she didnt know what i had done ...Or maybe ...I was thinking too much ...For someone to thank me ...Who wants to thank me ...And what for.

Yes... This is how it is... This is how it should be... To accept defeat... Is to accept the truth... And to be stupid enough to think i had a chance... ...Im such an asshole ...An idiot ...Immature ...Childish ...Short haired ...Useless