Another Day In School...

My Favourite song today... "町, 時の流れ, 人(Clannad OST)
Mood: Bad

...When i came to school, the first thing that my classmate asked me was.

Student A: ''Did you finish the script?''

Rei: ''well... yeah...''

Student A: ''great, can i read it?''

Rei: ''sure...''

i took it out and show it to him...

Student A ''wow, not bad. as expected from a novelist.''

Rei: ''A... thanks...''

Student A: ''But isnt it too short?''

Rei: ''its just a conclusion, what do you expect.''

Student A: ''Oh... Well good luck''

He pass it back to me. I took it back, looking at it. I walk towards my seat and sat on it...

Rei:''......Tired''

I lay on my desk, immediately falling asleep... 20min later, P&P began, i got up lazily and walk out of my classroom.

Student B: ''Peng S****, you finish the script?''

Rei: ''Yeah...''

Student B: "Can i read?''

Rei: "Later..."

I enter my class, passing the script(Conclusion) to him.

Student B: ''Hm? not bad... Remember ar, i wanna be the drug addict.''

Rei: ''......What?''

He gave me the script, walking away. I stare at the script again, and began feeling sleepy again... Only got 3 hours of sleep last night......

After school... I went to wait for the bus like usual... I stare at my bag, looking at how nice it is~ without me realising, the bus arrive. The guy beside me stood up, i scrambled and took my stuff, running towards the metrobus.

I reached home... Han was on the com again... i went in my room and start my homework...... bath first la of course... no appetite to eat dunno why... drink green tea only... then Han came into my room and ask me again...

Han The Spy: "Wan go 1U?''

Rei: "NOOOOOO!!!''

Han The Stalker: "......"

He close my room door, and i continue with my homework... A minute later...

Han The Imposter: ''Really duwan go?''

I got up of my chair, glaring at him. He close the door, i sat again... i dont know hw many hours has passed... but the sun began to set... i walk towards my bed and took a nap... thinking... my mood today hasnt changed since a few days ago... I still feel im useless... not capable on doing anything...

when i got up...... I finally knew the reason why we were so distant... It was because... I never really knew her... No matter how i twist and turn... It still turns back to the same person... Hong... If it wasnt for hong... I would have never met her... If it wasnt for Hong... I would have never knew Ming Yen and Lydia... It was a fact that i couldnt accept... it was a fact...... that Hong is better than me...